A singer in a smokey room

hi.

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 09:40:29 GMT

Loads of things to say! Came back from taiwan+hk not long ago. It was fun and enjoyable with all the haggling. hahahha! The tour was sucky. 5 days Taiwan. 4 days Hong Kong. :D We stayed in a farm and got to milk cows with squishy udders. o.o Taiwan's restaurant food is disgusting. Road side fare was better. Like beef nooooooooooooodles! :D The oyster omelette was as good as i thought it to be. The ji pa was excellente! Da bing bao xiao bing was disturbing. Wild boar sausages were fragrant(hehe!). BBQed snails tasted like mushrooms. "chao ji hao chi wo!" - a taiwanese girl :/ Shilin was covered in 2 nights. It was fruitful! They had Etude House which was a lil cheaper. Every price stated will be divided by 20. :D/:S Converse there was bloomin' cheap too! Went to Sun Moon Lake and Fisherman's Wharf. SAW PEOPLE WHO LOOKED LIKE BOAZ. WHICH WAS WTHWTHWTH. Maybe he was from Taiwan/HK. Stayed at the Hot Spring hotel. And what the guide said was true. You will fall asleep in no longer than 15 mins after getting out of the hot spring. o.o They had hot spring and cold spring. Cold: 16-18deg Hot: 43deg Warm: 37deg I went for the indoor one. Wanted to try the outdoor but my parents said i'll catch a chill. Well, parents know best eh? Had to wake up at 530 almost every day. Latest was 6. STILL THE SAME! :S We went to various night markets. They had stray dogs everywhere! And they aren't like SG's mongrels. They had pugs, labs, poodles and dachshund! So good right. I wanted to take all and bring it back home and let Praise have buddies. xx In HK, we met up with my dad's friends and my sister's friends. The first night, my sister's friends brought us to a super ulu place to eat huo guo. The place that they brought us is not easy to find at all! Oh ya, my sister's friends are Robert and Keith. Another friend, Phoebe joined us later. They are super friendly!!!! And they paid for our dinner, which was not good. They were still students so we felt reallllllllllllllly bad. :/ The 3 hk friends are super funny! They make fun of each other's pronunciation! "Grammatical mistakes." & "Buy 1 Phoebe, get 3 free" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! HILARIOUS. :D The desserts in HK are KILLERS. Cannot find anywhere else. :D xx Oh ya, here are the list of food that i have tried. 1) Oyster pancake(sux) 2) Mango Ice! 3) Smelly Tofu(It turned out to be nice!) 4) Ai Yu Drink. 5) Ji Pa 6) HK's egg tart(FANTABULOUS!) 7) Milk Tea(1L!!!!!!) 8) Corn Dog(Taiwan's version sux.) 9) Tie Dan(preserved egg. don't ever eat it. tastes like rubber.) 10) Tau Kwa stuffed with Rice Vermicelli. 11) Fried Pork Ribs with Sour Plum Powder. 12) Da Bing Bao Xiao Bing. 13) Da Cun Bao Xiao Cun(i almost died of oil overdose when i ate it) 14) Bamboo shoot with Cuttlefish.(OMG. IT SMELLS AND TASTES LIKE SHIT. No kidding.) 15) Wild Boar Sausage(:D nice!) 16) Wild Boar meat.(SUCKED. It looks like someone's armpit with stubble :S) 17) Ang Moh Durian(it's just soursop. -.-) 18) Cuttlefish cake thing. (superb!) okay that's all i can rmbr. :D buaiz! lublub.

Wed, 02 Dec 2009 16:14:40 GMT

I have loads of things to say.
Idk where to start.
i just came back from Miri/Brunei.
I'M SO TIRED!!!!!!

whoopeeee. :/

Tue, 01 Sep 2009 14:27:03 GMT

Okay,
i think i'm gonna move.
LJ's boringggggg

http://flasher4friend.xanga.com

buaiz!
(:

IF THE WORLD WAS CRAZY

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 14:13:39 GMT

If the world was crazy, you know what I'd eat?
A big slice of soup and whole quart of meat,
A lemonade sandwich, and then I might try
Some roasted ice cream or a bicycle pie,
A nice notebook salad, an underwear roast,
An omelet of hats and and some crisp cardboard toast,
A think malted milk made from pencils and daisies,
And that's what I'd eat if the world was crazy.

if the world was crazy, you know what I'd wear?
A chocolate suit and a tie of eclair,
Some marshmellow earmuffs, some licorice shoes,
And I'd read a paper of peppermint news.
I'd call the boys "Suzy" and I'd call the girls "Harry,"
I'd talk through my ears, and I always wold carry
A paper umbrella for when it grew hazy
To keep in the rain, if the world waa crazy.

If the world was crazy, you know what I'd do?
I'd walk on the ocean and swim in my shoe,
I'd fly through the ground and I'd skip through the air,
I'd run down the bathtub and bathe on the stair.
When i met somebody I'd say "G'bye, Joe,"
And when i was leaving-then i'd say "Hello."
And the greatest men would be silly and lazy
So i would be king... if the world was crazy.

Shel Silverstein

!!!!!:D!!!!!!

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 14:16:39 GMT

WHOOPEEE!!!!!
I'M SO HAPPY.
I HOPE YOU KNOW WHY.
:D
*hinthint

Fri, 17 Jul 2009 08:45:01 GMT

I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT!!!!
I GOT THE AWARD!!!!!!!!!
:D
It was really by God's grace okay!!!!!!
I'm super duper happy.
i could run down the streets and scream and dance and hug anyone i see.
REALLY.
I'M SUPER SUPER GLAD.
I LOVE YOU GOD.
YOU ROCK MY BUTT.

JOEY WONG, CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!
I SHALL TREAT YOU FOR A MEAL.
+++ MISS GAN :D
HAHAHA!

lovelovelove

Mon, 13 Jul 2009 13:10:35 GMT

i just feel like crying.
idk why
but i feel so small.

Sun, 12 Jul 2009 14:47:27 GMT

Oooh i smell like Zestini from Body Shop.
I LIKE!!!! :D

Wl,
you go to the zoo to smell shit.
Which is like totally smelling yourself.
YOU=SHIT.

I'M NEVER EVER GOING BACK TO NDP AGAIN.
1st) Stupid PeiXuan will be there. All she does is flirt and flirt with any guy she can find no matter how old they are. o.o
2nd) IT'S A WASTE OF MY TIME CAUSE THEY DON'T FREAKING APPRECIATE OUR HELP. All they ever do is buzz about our ranks and service and badges. 1 girl said this to me, "WA, 1 YEAR ONLY AH?!" -.- My nehneh not big enough cannot see the 3 years+1 meh!? Then 2 girls asked us, "ni lai zhe li is to fill up the holes is it?" Yeah man, your space lor. Cause i particularly like the place you're standing at.
3rd) They do redundant and stupid things like the 3km city march. Which is a bluffer. All we did was march around the Sg Flyer until it rained super heavily. ._.

But i want to see GB's marshal! :D
I haven't ask him to do smth for me. ):
Wong, i want to slap peixuan.
cause she talks to him all day long.
))))):

WOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 05 Jul 2009 13:56:44 GMT

WOOHOOOO!
I'm really happy cause i got to watch the NDP preview yesterday
IT WAS SUPERRRR DUPERRRRRR NICE!!!!!
I realised,
this kind of thing cannot watch from TV one.
This year's one very special!!!!
Cause on the stage got like boxes where people stand inside and do their item.
And in one, THERE WAS A DRUM SET!!
Hahahaha!
And during the parade, it wasn't boring cause we understood what the parade RSM was saying.
:D
Like finally!
Eh, RuiWen! i know you'll never see this but, I SHOUTED YOUR NAME OKAY!
And the family in front of me stared me.
o.o

AIYA YOU ALL SHOULD AND WATCH!
&&&&&&,
NAVY ROCKS MAN!!!!!
If 34th could march like the GOH, WE WOULD DEFINITELY GET THE CHALLENGE SHIELD.
Hahahahha!
Eh Wong, i totally agree with you,
NAVY'S UNIFORM IS DAMN NICE!!!! :D
So white!!!
K___ is a disgrace!
HAHAHAHAH! :D

NDP 09 COOL SIA! :D

WTH IS WRONG WITH YOU.

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 14:45:19 GMT

Alcohol?!
Very cool is it?
I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU'RE EVEN PROUD IT.
You prolly had a hangover.
I won't be surprised if you start smoking.
Why can't you just wait and grow up slowly and embrace the process?
It's not like you're in America.
(not that i'm saying the grow up tooooo fast)
You're not yet 16, STILL 15, and you're drinking w/o your parents?
ARE YOU DUMB OR DUMB.
sometimes i wish you'll get raped while you're drunk cause you drank alcohol behind your parents' back.
And sometimes i want to give a call to your parents and tell them what their daughter had been doing
This is just plain STUPIDITY.
Don't let your bimbo-ness+cluelessness+idkwhat's happening brain take over you.

A Servant Leader.

Mon, 22 Jun 2009 06:08:42 GMT

PBB 09 SELECTION CAMP WAS AMAZING!!!!!
Omg.
THE BEST THING:
NO FIRE DRILLS AND CHANGING PARADES!!!!!
And we have to report for meals!
'Love 11 All Present Ma'am!"
Love's devotion was great.
Oh ya.
i was in Group Love :D
My group members were the bomb!
In camp, we had to put God first.
It was all about initiative, team work, sensitivity and love for one another.
A truly remarkable camp.
I'M MISSING IT!!!!!
i was actually dreading to go there.
I was freaking out!
Hahahahaa
But then again, expect the unexpected.
:D
Ohoh,
JOEY WONG WE GO DRINK COKE OKAY!!!!!
Woohoooo.

For now,
I have to pray and hope for the results!
(:

Oh,
what if i don't do household chores(like cooking), my sister isn't exactly my best friend and i can't play any instruments for nuts.
Will people dislike me?
):

Sat, 30 May 2009 11:42:07 GMT

??????
How?
how?
how?
how?
how?
how?
I dont know what is happening.
Again?
Maybe.

Fri, 01 May 2009 14:08:33 GMT

OMG.
YOU ARE DAMN DISGUSTING.
(you may think that it is you, but then again, maybe it isnt, cause you're probably suffering from inferiority complex shit, but come to think of it, it MIGHT be you that i'm talking about.)
Wanna bet?
$1's on the table now.

Superficial.
YOUR SPELLING SUCKSSSS.
hahahhahaha
If you can't master the language well, stop flaunting your liking for it.
GO AND DO PRIMARY SCHOOL VOCAB AND GRAMMAR PLEASE.

Tue, 21 Apr 2009 11:56:53 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CLARENCE K!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KENNY TAN!

woohoo!!!!
:D
today was greattttt!
it's not so much about the presents but the extent that y'all went to.
i'm greatly touched.
:'(
i want to cryyyyyy.
boohooboohooohooooo
okay,
i am 16.
soon i'll be 30 and then 50 and then a wrinkled up 70+ woman.
hahahahaha!
oooooooh.
haiya,
i got a great responsibility now.
OLEVELS!!!
*and, i got a golden retriever. hiakhiak!

Anyway,
i love the girlzzzzzzzz who painstakingly prepared and did the gifts for meeee!!
Even thought i didn't get a FERRARI PICKUP TRUCK.
hahahhaha
i'm kiddingggg.
i can't drive anyway.
:D
i love you all to deathhhhhhh!
Y'all are great and lovely!!!!

I won't cry, not tonight.

Sat, 01 Nov 2008 09:25:49 GMT

O-kay..
The BBQ last night was great!
It was supposed to be my brotha's b'day party but his friends couldn't come so it was like an inpromptu party thing.
Only YH, Nic, Sb & Sb,
but the guys decided to come.
Last minute=good.(sometimes.)
Wong totally forgot about it so she was at home eating rice by herself.
Hahahaha!
o.o
JQ&Shuyi came too!
Hehe
Well, we were hyper.
AS USUAL.
We ate and ate and ate and ate...
and ate.
My parents were stuffing them with food.
It felt rather empty as it was unlike the other years where there were small kids running around.
(they know vulgarities!)
:@
Anyway, we all had a good time and played random volleyball.
Omg,
Jiaqi!
She was whacko funny!
She needs this one-bounce-and-hit theory.
And it only applies to her.
&Shuyi+her superman jump.
&Joseph+humsup high pitched laughter
&Nicole+Jiaqi doing the annoying voice thing
&Nicole+her camera&SCARY FACES(crosseyed face)!
&Siewbin+her dimpled freakily funny face.
&Andre scaring people on swings and wanting to help push a small girl on the swing where she thought he wanted to have a go on it.
&Yh trying to make the cat come to her while Jiaqi was being a chicken and scaring it away.
(It was then that i realised my condo has 1001 cats. They reproduce by the TENS!)
:S
And JinYou was emo-ing at one point about AhemAhem.
Hiakhiak!
Oh!
And swing jumps+standing seesaw which totally scared the shit outta people.
THEY CAN'T SCARE ME!
>:)
My brother was missing most of the time so we planned to make something for him.
A CARD!
(I still think that he is sad.)
Okay,
i just hope that he enjoyed this birthday spent with 15-yr-olds with big brains and big hearts.
(:
THANK YOU FOR COMING!

Head over heels
Breaking her way
Pushing through unknown jungles every day
She's a girl with a taste for the world
(The world is like a playing-ground where she goes rushing)
Head over heels
Setting the pace
Running the gauntlet in a whirl of lace
She's extreme, if you know what I mean

I drew a line for you.

Wed, 29 Oct 2008 14:31:29 GMT

"Hush, this is where it ends."

I'm reading a new book!
:D
Whuteva.

WHEN RIVERS TURN TO ROADS,
& LOVERS BECOME TRENDS.

What's gonna happen next?

pictureperfect

Tue, 28 Oct 2008 13:31:07 GMT

Okay!
I'll show you 3 unglam photos of me.
hahahahaa!

Well,
i've got nothing to say.
Other than the fact that i do strange poses and have strange habits.
Err,
like,
scratching my eyes.
Haahaha!
(:

I FINALLY WATCHED MAMMA MIA!
Omggggggggg.
Damn nice okay.
&&&&,
i just saw Jonathan & Daren on TV.
2hot2handle!!!!
Hot bodies!
o.o
Talking about that brings me back councilcamp.
Heehee.
oooooh.
I saw many things that my mother wouldn't allow me to see.
Okay, maybe she would.
Cause she watches wrestling.
:@:@:@
PACS!!!!!

Things that make me happy:
1) FOOD.
2) People
3) thclique!!!
4) AirCon.
&lastly,
5) HOT BODIES (!!!!!!) [eg: C]
((((:
I'm a happy kiddo.
Whuteva/////

Ohoh!
Shopping on Deepavali was pure fun.
(pics with nic)

"Cause i'm a ninja, nin ninja, ninja, nin ninja!"

Sungei Road is free-to-the-key.
Humsups gather there for high tea.
Anyway,
extended classes=waste of time.
Eg:
TODAY.

1 1/2hrs just for Elect Hist.
And what did we do?
Form questions,
switch around,
answer them,
hand up.

What did we learn?
That Hitler betrayed the Treaty of Versailles to help Germany.
-.-
Enough!

I SAW MINGZHANG TODAY!!!!!!!
8)

!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 26 Oct 2008 01:22:35 GMT

COUNCIL CAMP IS OVER!
Yessssssssss.
Hahahahaha!
It was the worse camp i've ever been too.
I dreaded everyday.
I thought Sec3 camp was worse but,
THIS IS SHIT.
So much for being ranked one of the highest in Sg.
I bet they made the comments themselves.
it was at GB Centre.
Of all places it had to be there.
But they had air-con.
(:
All i ever enjoyed was the Bash Night where WE made it fun.
They taught us to dance and Clarence was my partner!
He can dance(cause he could see the steps)!
I like the leg thing!
We shall do it again.
Omgggg.
Thinking of the Bash Night makes me want to cry because it's our last council camp.
And thinking of people like Royston/Abdullah
makes me even sadder.
I'll miss the BIBIBI! times where we would go hyper esp during the Sec1 08 camp where we scared the Sec1s during the night walk because when they came and we would suddenly pop out and start going crazy.

I was in Group 9.
I was the GL.
Sehlim was my fellow clique partner.
The people in my group were:
-Jane!
-Adam!
-KING GILBERT!
-Ming Zhang(!!!!!)
-Veena!
-Elizabeth Bombay!
-Siti!
-Joleen!
They weren't very enthu at first but then they warmed up and everyone was okay.
CHAR KWAY TEOW!
I would never forget that group.
It consists of 9&10.
So during the camp,
i was working with Cornelis.
He is really a good leader.
Even though he was sick,
he still kept the group going.
I think Ming Zhang is scared of me but he is really really cute.
His voice very man.
King Gilbert and Ming Zhang look like brothers.
Hahaha!
Another leader that i worked with was Joseph.
I told him that this camp sucks and he agreed!
I thought that he was very "in to" this camp,
but WRONG!
:O
Joseph is someone who is able to influence people to strive for the best and that is one aspect that leaders must have.
Like for his group,
everyone listened to him.
Not like mine,
they are partially deaf.
When i shout,
it is either they ignore me or they cannot hear.
I thought my voice very loud one!
o.o
I'm gonna miss my group but not the camp.
(:
i slept at 4+ and woke up today.
I practically hibernated.
(Sleepover tonight but i'm unsure if i can go :S )

(E)
I had a near-death-experience yesterday and scared the shit outta Joey.
I really didn't see the car which suddenly turned and came beside me.
Not too near but near enough to run me over.
Worse still, i was holding Su-lynn's hand.
I could have just dragged her to heaven.
And she'll prolly hate me for that.
i really thank God for making that car stop just in time to let me&su run across.
And after that it got me thinking that life is really really precious.
We aren't cats and we can't afford to waste the life that God has given to us.
We only have 1 life and we have to live it to our fullest potential.
i still have many years ahead of me and big dreams to achieve.
I haven't even come close to breathing the air of Nursing.
My life long dream,
letting it go?
No way.
Never will i do that.
i'm going to be the Top Nurse.
No matter what, i'll make it there.
Even if it's gonna take me a long time.
I've been given too many chances.
And i'm gonna make full use of them.
(/E)

Her feelings she hides.
Her dreams she can't find.
She's losing her mind.
She's fallen behind.
She can't find her place.
She's losing her faith.
She's fallen from grace.
She's all over the place.

Wed, 22 Oct 2008 14:55:33 GMT

My dad went crazy and bought a PSP because he thinks that my brother has studied very hard.
Yeah riiiiiiiiiiiiiight.
He shouldn't because my brother's degree is getting from worse to worse and
WE'LL BE ADDICTED.
Ewwww.
:S

JANAEL SENT ME A BIRD POSTCARD!!!!
(:

Oh and surprise surprise,
for today's amazing food race we got top 10!
Out of 100 schools!
WE
DID
IT
!
All girls team leh!
I almost died running around Tampines.
The checkpoints are so stupid.
Trying pasta=healthy lifestyle.
Hahahaha!
Not bad anyway.
Our prize was...
(hehheh)
tickets to watch an indian musical.
Like whaaaaaaaaat.
Well,
there's 6 tickets and Mr R.B Lian gets to have one!
I'm kinda disappointed 'cause Mr Wee&Mr Yeoh's team didn't get anything.
They were good i must say.
Esp Mr Yeoh's team!
They were damn fast!
They were the last few batches to leave and they came back 1 group after us.
o.o
Yeah okay whatever
I'm in the shittiest of moods now.
Bloody hell.
I could like cry now.
Screw the whole world.

Council camp is going to ________ me.
:/

"I just can't do it. And sometimes it makes me wanna cry."

Omg. Despo.

Tue, 21 Oct 2008 14:12:57 GMT

Today's the second day of attachment.
Yesterday was slack as we had karaoke.
Hehheh
(:

ABBA
WESTLIFE
M2M
BACKSTREET BOYS
MANDY MOORE
BEP
CHILDHOOD SONGS

Fun i tell you!

About today,
we were attached to the engineering side.
Hello?
WE DON'T TAKE PHYSICS?
But it was rather fun.
We made a circuit with a PCB.
And souldering(?) [maybe it's smouldering]
Guess what.
I BURNT MY HAIR.
It went like,
"ziiit!"
Then small pieces from my strands of hair fell out.
It turned grey.
The rest that weren't really fried turned a lil brown.
You can't really see but it's cool.
Just that some are bent(?!?!?!), rough and squiggly.
Totally spoilt.
):
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I didn't go for prac today
WENDY CAME BACK!!!!!!11
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
(:
I really hope that we'll play for closing service.
I really want to.
))):
Pweaty pwease?

Amazing food hunt tmr.
i'm so gonna die.
i'm 2slow4this.
o.o
Praypraypray.

BB.

V.I.P. PRIZE PASS!

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 06:06:11 GMT

Talenttime is like whutttttttttt.
The school should really upgrade.
Like...
NOW.
And the PA people should really wait til everything is okay then they start.
Selfish!
Hehheh.
We got Second.
Not happy with it but the duo that won first totally deserved it.
CAN'T THERE BE 2 NO.1?!
M&M!!!!!!!!!!!1111
omg.
Hell yeah.
They are 2good4you.
They are both in chapel band.
And why didn't anyone tell me that Malcolm can freaking sing?
WL.
(He can sing wayyyy better than joelchan)

Shhhh.
Too bad they don't come for practice.
Maybe he can melt Wendy's heart!
Hahaha!

He didn't melt mine.
Cause my heart's made of stone.
TEHTEHTEH.
(:
Brb!

(E)
WE CAN'T PLAY FOR CLOSING SERVICE!
Maybe Wendy would ask the Sec2 band to do it.
I'm sad.
):

The outing on Wednesday was oh-so-good.
We looked like tourists.
Hahahahaha!
JQ & Sap didn't come.
We went to watch a movie but it wasn't Mama Mia.
)))))):
HouseBunny.
Kinda silly but funny.
Yeah okay.
Mundane comments.
I can't be a commentator!
("Can i have 1 mahi instead of the usual mahimahi? I'm kinda full.")
I
WANT
TO
WATCH
MAMA
MIA
!
!
!
!

Okay i promised to teach Tricia how to make icing.
It's actually called buttercream.
And i have to teach myself how to make Sushi Rice.
Tedious manz!
Council camp next week!
Amazing food race next week too!
:S
I'm so not looking forward to council camp.
Hehheh
(:

(/E)

Thu, 16 Oct 2008 15:55:43 GMT

Oh yes.
We finally talked today.
Everything spilled out like sardines.
Definitely felt like 123456 times better.
Tears shed.
But misunderstandings cleared.
How did it end?
WITH PLENTIFUL OF HUGS OF COURSE!
(:
Jealous right!

I'm very glad we talked and cleared everything.
Made promises too.
:D
Run baby run,
Okay!
Case closed.
(TAYPINGHUI!!!!!!!)

Happy is the yuppie word.

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 14:36:57 GMT

Jamming session today was hmmmm,
good i must say.
Hahahahaha!
We are preparing for talenttime!
Auditions on Wed.
Actual on Thurs.
How stupid can they get.
!@#!#!##!$!$@##!

We planned to do This is Me.
But we didn't really sound good when we played it.
Prolly because the actual version has Demi Moore DANCING her limbs off and opening her mouth big enough for a frog to hop in.
Prolly because they were at a camp,
had chemistry,
and it's "live".
Well,
we were in a freaking stuffy studio which could barely fit the 7 of us in.
Yes,
we're having an orchestra on that day.
Wellwellwell,
we changed to Someday We'll Know.
It was better but we had trouble because i dropped the lyrics behind the piano and it was too heavy to move.
So we had to squint at the single sheet of chords.
But now,
all i can do is pray that we can take part cause Aloy has drama e v e r y d a y.
:S

JOHN 16:15
"All things that the Father has are Mine. Therefore I said that He will take of Mine and declare it to you."

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OMG. I WANT TO DRINK H&E'S GREEN TEA!
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Sat, 11 Oct 2008 15:40:24 GMT

I FREAKING PASSED freaking MY FREAKING BIO+MATH!
Yessssssss.
I was damn scared i would do badly.
:O
BUT I PASSED.
:)

Come to think of it,
you shouldn't be angry with me.
You can't blame me.
Cause if you do,
you're being very a freaking unreasonable person.
I dislike people who always assume.
And when you tell them that you don't know anything about it,
they give a face that looks as if they got coloured by charcoal.
Seriously.
I could take a whole basket of salmon and slap you upside down and right side up.
I'm am this(-) close.
I'm being very kind already.
Putting up with this nonsense.
And you choose not to ask me cause you know that i would confirm chop stamp not turn up.
How can i help it if i'm unallowed?
You tell what to do then?
Escape and jump from my 12th storey house is it?
I'm not asking for forgiveness from people who are so "over the top" or whatsoever
cause all i want to do is whack you in your face a thousand(it's enough) times and tell you in your face what a loser you are and that you should go and eat shit.
Tsk.

JAMMING TMR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A singer in a smokey room
A smell of wine and cheap perfume
For a smile they can share the night
It goes on and on and on and on

Thu, 18 Sep 2008 13:36:57 GMT

Chapel practice was different.
I just knew it.
I can sense it.
Thanks mandy.
After seeing someone in a battle today,
it made me realise how vunerable we are.
We have to walk in His light, and not let the ass bite us.
"every step i take you're with me."

Sometime i really question myself why i've chosen to take up such a responsibility.
God has chosen us?
Yes, but.
is it real?
All the effort i'm putting in,
is it really true?
Or have i been faking it the whole time.
It's like i'm experimenting with the superficial.
Time is running out.
Do i really have the chance to change everything?
Will, You, God, give me that chance to change and make it right this time?

Friends?
I don't think so.
Maybe you should reflect and think about your actions.
It has not only annoyed me,
but EVERYONE else.
Tsk.
I just don't understand.